Multiple 'I' and Gurdjieff's Self Remembering
In the last post we saw about False Personalities and the
Self Remembering as a tool to
fix it.
As we have already mentioned, one can not begin with ‘what
is True I or True-Self?’
It is only an idea or concept.
So, one should begin with what one is – Multiple I or Personalities.
Practically everyone has Personalities, Roles based on the culture
and society.
It is unavoidable and necessary as a survival strategy.
Problem is identifying them as the Self itself beyond their purpose
and utility.
What we call False Personalities is, which are
uncontrollable, Mechanical, Strong Likes
and Dislikes, imaginary needs and also self-images based on ideas, interests
and
ambition.
They are considered false for:
What is Uncontrollable can not belong to the person.
What is Mechanical can not be ‘conscious’.
Strong likes and dislikes create prejudices, the perception is
not ‘Actual’ or ‘Fact’.
Imaginary Needs are not actual Needs but learnt or
cultivated.
Self Images are imaginary, imposed or cultivated and limiting
factors – limiting the
perception of a situation and subsequent Response.
Let us consider some imaginary simple situations.
If one is Thirsty, actual need is Water; one may LIKE to
drink COKE. - An imaginary
need.
Wrist watch is a needed accessory but a Diamond studded
watch could be based on
advancing one’s Self-Image.
A Car could be a necessity but buying a premium luxury car
beyond the means could be
based on the Idea of Social Status with respect to a
neighbor.
Real life situations are numerous, many of them complex, but
most of the
decisions are based on ‘images’ and the actions are
mechanical.
We are not suggesting abstinence or austerity of any kind but
only to become conscious
(Self Remembering).
Normally, a person is completely enveloped by the
Personalities, whatever he sees, hears
or do are through the personalities according to its prejudices,
likes, dislikes and images.
And, most of the responses are Mechanical – not aware.
This aspect has to be realized by the person - what he
perceives is not necessarily
‘Actual’ but could be a ‘View’ of the personality.
If the Personality is modified, then the view changes.
So., it is ‘Personalities’ that make decisions, that
rejoices and also suffer.
Now,
If one is surrounded by theses Images, one require a vantage
point from where detached
Observation is possible.
For that,
Among the multiple ‘I’s and Personalities, one can establish
one more ‘I’.
Its feature is ‘I,
not to be I ‘– that is, it won’t yield or resist the Personalities but
Will watch.
This will serve as a vantage point to observe the other ‘I’s
in action.
This is an aid to ‘Self-Remembering’.
Initially, it won’t be present all the time, but gradually
it will become stable.
One has to work on it; UNDER ANY situation first thought
should be ‘Self-
Remembering’, even while reading this text.
Over time,
This ‘I’ will establish itself and act as a Watch Tower
without being influenced.
This will prepare the ground for the True “I” to appear.
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