Gurdjieff's Self-Remembering and Suppression.
For the last few posts, we are looking at the False
Personalities and Self Remembering.
The reason for calling them false personalities is that they
are not expression of one’s
internal essence but external empirical desires or
ambitions.
.False Personality is from the world and for the world.
As long as False Personalities dominates, personality of
essence will remain a theory.
Ending the domination of False Personalities alone will
bring about Real Personality
based on one’s innate essence.
Back to Self
Remembering
What is important along with remembering one self is,
One should also try to make efforts against the
false personality.
It is not controlling or suppressing but
becoming aware of the resistance produced by the
False Personality.
It is like in the physical plane, change of
state produces inertia.
The very observation or awareness of the
resistance or inertia will bring one closer to
Correct Self-Remembering or Pure-Reflection.
That in turn will weaken the dominance of the
False Personality.
For
instance,
When one is thirsty,
one should not only recognize ‘Water’ is the
real need and ‘Other Drinks’
are imaginary need of a False Personality,
but also try to break the ‘Habit’ of drinking
‘Other Drinks’.
The very awareness of the resistance posed by
the False Personality, when one refuses to
drink anything other than water will weaken the
False Personality.
It is not about austerity in the sense of suppressing
desirable drinking and eating habits.
It is about becoming aware of the mechanical
nature of such desires.
One should always remember, Gurdjieff’s Work
or 4th Way
is about remembering oneself
and becoming more and more conscious or aware
about one’s habitual mechanical ness
of thought and action.
It is not about suppressing a habit or
desire.
Basically because, if one suppresses a
desire, it is only at the conscious level, the motive
and desire will remain intact in the unconscious,
waiting for an opportunity.
We have seen many Indian gurus of meditation
have become popular for wrong reasons
and many who took celibacy as oath for
religious reasons have failed.
All because of suppressing
at the conscious level and keeping it intact in the unconscious
level.
This is not meant to be judgmental about
others but to highlight the risk of suppression.
At individual or institutional level it
causes some disturbance but collectively it can be
catastrophic.
In the recent history,
we have seen ‘Ethnic Cleansing’, genocide of
one Tribe by another when the state
apparatus collapsed.
Because, for the fear of State’s Ideology or
system, people suppressed their Ethnicity
Or Tribal Identities, not resolved them and
it came out with vengeance when the state
control weakened.
The point is,
Realization of True-Self does not come about
by suppressing the Ego-Self.
But only by observing the false personalities
through sustained self-remembering,
And understanding its internal features and
motives (not the external causes
Of disappointment.), one can bring out the
unconscious motives to conscious level
and
resolve it.
One can start with simple ‘I’s to become
aware (Self-Remembering) of the
resistance
and should try to go beyond it.
Though difficult, even personal suffering
(Psychological) can be an aid to understand the
false personalities.
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